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I Think In English

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When
danseuse-actor Shobana finally directs her first film, it will be a crossover
one...
Film to watch out for
now:
Pamela Rooks' 'Dance Like a Man', in which I star opposite Arif
Zakaria. This is a role right after my heart. Set in the 1970s, it's about a
couple that faces a lot of societal pressure, because they are into dancing,
which in those days, was not considered a serious profession. I did not yet see
the original play, much as I wanted to; I wanted to put in my own original
inputs, as it were. We shot on a short schedule (22 days) in Bangalore, and the
film should be released this month.
Winning the national award for best
actress twice:
Obviously felt very good both in 1994, and for 'Mitr' (My
Friend) in 2002.
'Mitr':
I
think 'Mitr' clicked because it was not just about the cultural problems that
most Indian women face abroad, but also because the character Lakshmi has her
shades of grey, like all of us. She is a big nag (to her daughter), a cling-on
(to her workaholic hubby), but at the same time, she is a sensitive soul, who
finds herself alone at the end of the day and takes to chatting on the Net to
unburden her woes.
The all women's
crew in 'Mitr':
A crew is a crew, man. It does not really make any
difference to me, whether it's men or women. While making 'Mitr', it was like
just my 223rd film, that's all. That it did manage to touch a chord in the
audience is an added bonus.
Working
with Revathy...
was good because we belong to the same generation and
share a good rapport. Since she is an actress of long standing, and this was her
directorial debut, she had to be given her creative space, and she also took
good care not to step on my toes! But there was a lot of unsaid communication
between us, as we go back a long
way.
Acting:
I've been acting
since the age of nine when I did my first Tamil film 'Mangala Nayaki'. I
remember sailing right through the very nice experience, feeling no sense of
discomfort or unease in front of the camera.
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Dance:
Whether it is traditional or contemporary or fusion, dance should convey a sense
of aesthetics. If it's experimental, it should also convey a sense of euphoria
or whatever it seeks to convey. Right now, I am wholly preoccupied with my dance
academy Kalarpana in Chennai; we also have a branch in Muscat, which my
ex-student is handling. Which is why I only do films that have short shooting
schedules like less than a month and with scripts that are convincing
enough.
Acting and dancing:
Acting is the here and now; dancing, especially traditional dance forms
like Bharata Natyam, are set in a centuries-old cultural tradition. Dancing is a
more stylised form of
communication.
Chennai:
Chennai represents roots and inspiration to me, I grew up there and my guru
Chitra Visweswaran is from here. My mother is a doctor; she was not into dance.
My paternal aunts, the Travancore sisters - Lalitha, Padmini, Ragini - were, of
course, a big influence in my childhood. Since I was an only child, I guess
dance was a catharsis when I felt
lonely.
Unwinding:
Just
chatting with a few good friends helps me relax. And I like reading (Paulo
Coelho, Ken Follett, Sidney Sheldon) and watching good
films.
Fave directors:
Fazal,
Bharathan, Padmarajan (all directors from the south)... In Bollywood, Karan
Johar, Farhan Akhtar and also Rajkumar
Santoshi.
Direction:
Would
definitely like to get into it some time, but it would have to be a crossover
film, even if for only a niche audience, because like many of this generation, I
am Indian, but think in English. But I would not like to waste my time looking
for funds.
Settling down:
To
me, the phrase 'settling down' conjures up visions of dust! But yes, I
definitely believe in marriage and children one day, but I believe you need to
really work hard towards it. I have seen many happy marriages around me (my
parents, cousins), we don't have divorces in the immediate family. But right
now, I don't have the time for marriage. For instance, I can't 'keep' my child
as a pet; I would like to bring her/him up with enough time and attention.
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